dEUS  -  The Ideal Crash

SONGLIST:
Put The Freaks Up Front (5:14)
Sister Dew (5:35)
One Advice, Space (5:46)
The Magic Hour (5:23)
The Ideal Crash (5:01)
Instant Street (6:15) 
Magdalena (4:58)
Everybody's Weird (4:52)
Let's See Who Goes Down First (6:24)
Dream Sequence #1 (6:31)




Put The Freaks Up Front


So you're suffering. I know it hurts a lot if it's the first time.
Whenever I begin, make sure to keep my empathy inside.
The harder that it gets, the more the company will do you all in.
Here comes another hit.
This isn't dying, it's just a slow way of falling

 You place your frown
 heavely down on me and
 and try make me weak
 too lame to speak, I

Only 'cause of love, (push me don't calm me. Can't win just blame me)
love's the only thing that makes me do this. (We're on the edge of
                                                         something)
No power from above, (That says if your able)
you do it to yourself, (survive this we've made it)
I'll help you through this (It's out of my system, it hit while our
                                                            playing)
There's beauty in this place, (It helped me I'm staying)
it took me all these years to realise. (These blows mark a new deal)

(The truth is the threat's real)

Hype up and go hatch a plan (Do you know what this means to me?)
tag onto someone who can (You've respect and no dignity. Do you?)
Believe it
Noble designs slip away (With your backs to the outside you'll burn)
Slide into morbid decay (Your bubble won't block out the sun)
I'm leaving

Come and feel what it does to me,
so much more than fantasy
put your panic on hold, amplify your very soul
and keep breathing.

So you're suffering. I know it hurts a lot if it's the first time.
Whenever I begin, make sure to keep my empathy inside.
The agony preserved, your eyes are slowly losing all their softness.
The alcohol and thyme, so good must be a crime
I see you're fighting



Sister Dew


Oh my sweet Sister Dew what have I done?
All my life I've only loved the one.
I was taught to be tolerant and plain
I was taught a million things I can't explain.

It must have been the hatred in her eyes
It must have been the power to her lies
Sister tell me there's a place where I can hide

Oh my sweet this is how it did unfold
no my body never felt so calm and cold.
All around us there were people in the park.
No my senses never felt so clear and stark.

And I swear that she saw it in my way
and I'm sure that she heard it in my voice
Sister tell me please I didn't have a choice.

I enjoyed to see her being idle
she never had no worries, nothing vital
from the day I met her to the final... afternoon.
There was something there I can't describe it
we were kicking ass we didn't fight it.
She never once suspected, that she had it... coming soon.

Oh my sweet Sister Dew what have I done?
all my life I've only loved the one.
I was raised with compassion and they said
I was loved for the loving that I spread

Now the only thing remaining is this chill.
and the only emptiness I need to fill
is understanding what it is that made me KILL.

Haaahaaah-haaahaaah-haaahaaah-haaahaaah


Please forgive me if I keep on smiling
but every sad story has a funny side in
from that moment on I felt like crying... every day.
All around us there were people screaming
For half a second I thought I was dreaming
my baby looked at me her eyes were beaming,
I walked away.

Oh my sweet Sister Dew what have I done?
All my life I've never loved no one.
So it dawned on me this should be the place
now the only thing I crave is an embrace.

So let your tender wisdom be mine
and let me come to you like a child
I'd like to stick around here for a while.



One Advice, Space


Wasted and wounded, erased with the night
One man's conviction is another man's lie
I said you could find me where the nighthawks fly
and I'll be there a while, yes I'll be there a while.

Dustpaper coupons, there's a guy by the door
he said: "What makes me quit makes you go back for more".
This place isn't real man, this girl is a whore
watch me fall to the floor, but I'll go back for more.

Sometimes I wander

So I finally found you, and I lost you to love
No it sure wasn't this I was... thinkin' of
Put your silhouette on me and your sweetness above
and I can't get enough, no I can't get enough.

Wasted and wounded, this ain't no way to die
one man's cold turkey is another man's high
I said you could find me where the nighthawks fly
and I'll be there a while, yes I'll be there a while.


Sometimes I wander

Down on the floor, got a closer look at hell
You see, somebody pushed me, I just pretended that I fell.
I said that I adored you, but I could never tell
for all that I know I'll be gone when you go.

Music went through you and took you to a place
There ain't no doubt you'll find a welcoming embrace
I said that I loved you, another hawk in space
and you'll be there for a while and I'll be there for a while

Finding my own inarticulate prose
Weirding out strangers and laughing at those
Jaundiced and jaded postured and posed
Not that we're special, it's just that we're
Closing in on a place where we might get to be
Living real people regularly
Send you some stuff and be good like you asked
Must promise remember the sixth and the last

Thanks for anonymous invisible
Take us away
Thanks for not breaking like they wanted
Take us away
Wake me and say "Take us away"



The Magic Hour


I had a plan, was all made up
an angel was sent, for keeping all troubles away.
'Cause lady and I, we could not stop
as cool as a sigh, as volatile as something you say.

I had a dream, a simple plot
I held out my hand as if she'd never pushed it away.
The sun is still there, except it's not
beside her I care to linger even though it's not safe.

Godawful I adore you
angels were there before you
nothing can stop what we do
it's breaking us up in two.

Hey maybe should we ask it
could our friends be worthier.
Like things we trust for if we must
We must burn them.
And burn them good, real friends they would
be understanding if it came to us
and us we must we must turn to
the God of small things.
The God of small things.

I had a plan, was all made up,
as good it was then the magic hour seemed to be fading.
'Cause lady and I we could not stop
as cool as a sigh, as murderous as something you say.

Godawful I adore you
angels were there before you
nothing can stop what we do
it's breaking us up in two.


There is room if you can trust|
for anyone like us.           |(5 times)



The Ideal Crash


Stay by my side, it's over
the ride isn't what I told you
the painkiller-side of this night
is to not look behind it's over

I have been told about longing
a feeling so old. it's dead.
I must have been misled
so stay be my side. I'm sorry.

I'm drawing myself the ideal crash
but I know I won't believe me.
There'll be a time you'll leave me.

Stay by my side. it's sexy
the way that we talk about stuff
the way that we laugh with love
the way that we're falling off.

CRASH you're life's been sucking 'cause you wanna mess
around. can anybody down you with a
CRASH another way of saying that you like to make it
up as you move along. If it's a lot, show them what you got.

Stay by my side. I want you
continue the theme that's us
even though it's only lust
the painkiller-side of this life.

I'm drawing myself the ideal crash
and I know I won't believe me.

How can a man kill gently
how long before it's all done
how can he leave someone
how can he do it softly?

CRASH you're life's been sucking 'cause you wanna mess
around. can anybody down you with a
CRASH another way of saying that you like to make it
up as you move along. If it's a lot, show them what you got
CRASH you're gonna go to hell with a certain inclination
try and make it sell and then you
CRASH you're gonna have to take yourself out of
circulation into something else
If it's a lot, show them what you got
Right now I need my hands, to cover this shit up
I need my eyes to see where I'm going, and I need someone.........

Stay by my side, it's sexy
the way that we talk about stuff
the way that we laugh with love
the way that we're falling off.



Instant Street


You're probably right, seen from your side, that I've been lucky
but I've been meaning to crack all week.
Yes I've been involved, it never resolved into anything shocking.
Pains playing yoyo in my body as we speak.

And now I found something to look for, but I can't decide,
'Cause I might find that to stroll behind is better than to score.
Just like I did before.

It wouldn't be true, not towards you, to say that I'm staying.
When on every single impulse, on every other move I react.
'Cause in any old creek, with changing technique, you'll see me playing.
After any old motherfucking blow I'll be back.

We turned away from instant stuff
our cracking codes were breaking up
our words were sucked out it made them clean.
And after lowness say it
and after more let it be known
Our codes are grown into something mean.

You're probably right, as for tonight, you're making me nervous.
What is it you want me to be thinking of?
I'll put on a movie, I'll play something groovy as a matter of service
And I'll chuckle when you smile as a matter of love.
'Cause you know it's not my style to be giving up now.
And this pain in my side, I had enough.

This time I go for Instant Street
This life’s a soulless excuse for all abuse and parenthesis.
The flyspecked windows and the stinking lobbies
they'll remain all the same, all the same.

This time I go. This time I go.............



Magdalena


You drive too fast
can you please shut up
I'll call the police
if you don't stop.

You're just trying to scare me
you want me to know
that you're not this precious
little thing you hold.

You're afraid you say (and you're never sure)
of the coming day (if what you've seen before)
and I'm not that handsome (is what you'll see again)
anyway (In remembering)

But I'm feeling good
and if you don't exist
you're still one illusion
that I can't resist

Now you're holding back
and I'm holding on
Heaven knows what you want.
'Cause kicks like these
they're coming fast
but watching how long they last.

It's a funny time
to fall in love
feels like something pulled me up
to see me fall right off.
You drive too fast
but I don't care
wherever's fine
just take me there.

Now I'm holding back
and you're moving on
Heaven knows what I want
'Cause on a day like this
I'd believe anything
I don't know where to begin.

One for your coming
two for your shoes
Your buccaneer loving
and suicide moods
I wanna move
don't figure out much
into the new
[and] out of the blue, out of the darkness (6 times)

into the new, out of the blackness......



Everybody's Weird


 Everybody's weird
So everybody came, but you're here to have some fun
And everyone's the same, well that's faster said than done.
And you're such a lovely guy, but it doesn't take so much
to get all there is out, all the dirt and all the sludge.

You're stepping on my sun
and it's such a lot of fun
better smile before it's gone
you're stepping on my sun

 Everybody's weird 

 Everybody's a weird guy

And the liquor that you had
is playing twister with your mind
you been artificially sad
but never naturally high
I was flashing on a thought
on a party in this town
if I said what’s on my mind
there’d be not a soul around.

You're stepping on my sun
 Everybody's weird 
and it's such a lot of fun
better smile before it's gone
you're stepping on my sun

 Everybody's weird 
 Everybody's a weird guy
 Everybody's a weird guy
 Everybody's weird 

It's easier to trust
if it comes down to this my friend
I will help you if I must
I will kill you if I can
experience is cheap
and you know that in the end
I will kill you if I must
I will help you if I can

You're stepping on my sun
and it's such a lovely gun
better smile before it's gone
you're stepping on my sun

 Everybody's weird
'Cause everybody's weird
and they all think they're God
bBut the biggest one they fear is that precious thing you got.
The fire in your eyes
is a subtlety I know
and you will not be denied
but the service is so slow

You're stepping on my sun
and it's such a lovely gun
better smile before it's gone
you're stepping on my sun

 Everybody's weird 
 Everybody's a weird guy
 Everybody's weird 
 Everybody's a weird guy



Let's See Who Goes Down First


I was walking down the river 
playing solitary quiver
I was thinking about a million different lives.

She came dancing up a mountain
spread her whiteness like a fountain
and an hint of broken turquoise in her eyes.

She came all the way to say I didn't stand
a single chance the state that I was in

I said:
 "Your soul is a-swaying".
She said:
 "Hey that's a pretty saying, but unfortunately it is not true".

She said: 
 "You're just looking for another to love you".

Now we all know the world is dying
and expenses multiplying
but you could try to take it easy too.
Let me take you for a ride
I will take you for a ride
'Cause in time
you'll be mine
when you're mine
it'll be oh so fine yeah!

At the time I wasn't feeling that good.
At the time I wasn't feeling that good.
I wasn't longing for a strange delight
I wasn't flashing on the dark of night
I wasn't going for no periodic mood.

I wasn't suffering no odd decease
I never thought of it as no unease
but when it called me I just had to let it loose.
It never made me wonder or even think
just merely tapping tapping on my instinct
it left me there but I wasn't left to choose.
Now I heard stories about this kind of thing
it haphazardly just sucks you in,
makes you do stuff you never thought you'd do

One night it drove me to despair
What if anybody had seen me there?
to this day I still wonder how they knew.

They started spreading rumors about my state
you know how it goes around this place,
now and then they just need someone to screw.

My senses numb but I could feel
four, five years been taken out of me.
If you'd ask me, there's no way I could prove.

The smell of hysteria was chemical,
the air around me thick and physical,
my mind was racing but myself I couldn't move.
It had me running, running, running.........

Now I heard stories this kind of thing,
it doesn't lose it just let's you win
with a little bit of luck you don't come out too bruised.

Such anger that I couldn't vent
so much energy I couldn't spend
it would have fucked me over if I hadn't cut it loose. YEAH.
I wasn't suffering no odd decease
I never thought of it as no unease,
next time it calls me I'll be ready 'CAUSE I KNOW.

I'll be ready
I'll be ready



Dream Sequence #1


My little dreamone, you O.K.?
I'm thinking about you everyday
along with your smile, I took my belongings
along with the sunshine, I went away
There is a space here, there is a void
I need to find, a little more time gimme time
Of all of the fuckups that I do
I've saved up the best one for you
heaven and moonshine, you gotta be kidding
you wanted to give it a try and I didn't
I never wanted to be looking back
I need to find a little more insight gimme insight
I'm getting better everyday
I just don't care what they say
people are talking, they were talking before
they don't even know who we are anymore
I never wanted to be looking back
I need to find, some peace of mind gimme peace of mind

My little dreamone, you O.K.?
I'm thinking about you everyday
along with your smile, I took my belongings
along with the sunshine, I went away
There is a space here, there is a void
I need to find, a little more time gimme time

Whispered in
The way you cling
We find made
Our special thing
Stone Madly I
Hellbent on my
Coming for you